6-7-2026

Its 6/7 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Taking myself out for breakfast today after amazing $30 doc marten find on marketplace.

Been trying to write more again, but finding it hard to connect with anything that sounds real. Writing about happiness doesnt come naturally and I only know how to write about myself if I'm being honest

Its a good problem to have!!!

River day yesterday and feeling grateful the brain eating amoeba didnt get me this time. Lots of little fish ate my dead skin tho and I'm glad for them

It weirdly made me feel better about being in their home. Like, yea dude, you can swim and hang, but also, I'm gonna get a lil snack out of it. 

One of the best parts about yesterday was that I had no anxiety. I was hanging with a group of friends that I met, like, directly after my big *life changing* breakup several years ago and i was NOT a real person. It was a moment of realizing that I've healed so much and I just feel so much safer in the world. Really glad to have been given the time and space to truly be myself and be a part of the beach episode!


5-18-26

Watching GIRLS, crafting, and drinking port. This IS the point. 

Thought about Flounder recently and thought I'd say hi.

I think i dont have a lot of good things to say, but Hannah's grandma is dying and it is scarily not unlike when my Grandpa passed. 

Okay... maybe not that bad lol

I really like doing little stream of consciousness bits when I post here. Makes me feel like I'm talking to friends <3 

I put up a shelf today and I'm stoked to put up my little alter in a place I can see it better. Can't wait for tomorrow.

Going to the zoo to be rained on with the animals 

Ahhhh this is the life